What in the World am I Thinking?

I had decided 2 years ago that I was going to lose the weight I had gained! Which now brings me to this blog. I have not lost any weight since then. For awhile I had started to lose some, but life happens, dedication dies off, and well I'm not the greatest eater in the world. I had gained back and have since put on. I am a weight I told myself I would never be, I am in a jean size I told myself I would never be, and I am not happy with it at all.
So here I am:
-I am a Woman with to much voluptuousness below my waist (at least for my liking)
-I LOVE breads, sweet breads, breads with butter and well pretty close to any type of bread
-I am a Domestic Engineer and at times a Domestic Diva :)
-I have 2 beautiful girls and an Amazing Husband that loves me and is still attracted to me, even though I find myself unappealing
-I am a member of The Church of Jesus Christ of Latter Day Saints, which plays a huge part in my life and all that I do
-I am a Daughter, a Sister, a Mom, an Aunt, and a Child of God
-I love having a good time with family and friends and kicking my husbands butt in Dr. Mario :)
I like to consider myself a lot like the average woman who is a stay at home mom. I know I am not the only person who deals and struggles with self image, weight and eating healthy. My mission for this blog is to workout every day except Sunday doing P90x and to try and eat healthier. I will post my workout that I did, I will post my measurements (as scary as that is for me), I will post what I ate (and trust me it will not be what the p90x program says because I do not like fish, I can handle tuna, but not anything else), and I will post my struggles, trials and accomplishments.
I hope that by reading this you can find the strength, encouragement, desire, or what ever else you need to help make you a better YOU!

Exercise... the poor person's plastic surgery